SoNG's In My HeaRt

Rain,

Sometimes I feel she love me.
However, Is it really true that she love me??
She always ignored me.
May be she even don't really care bout me.
But is that really in her heart.

But, She always there when I need someone the most.
Her voice can calm me.
Her smile like a light in dark.
Her face can put a smile in me.

Sometimes I feel all this is real,
Sometimes I feel just was an illusion,
The moment I want to forget her,
Is the hardest moment in my life.

I just want to hold her hand,
But Is she want to hold my hand?

Just want to be someone in her heart,
Although it may be just a second.

This semester, my exam during the HARI RAYA..

p/s: U can search for a friend who will share all the feelings with u.. But u never find a friend who will commit suicide with u.. Sayangi nyawa anda.. =)

sori my to all my friends that reading my blog coz long time i'm not update my blog..

For me, this month is not very great for me..
A lot have happened, but not all the bad things happened,
there also sweet memory in it..
This month, my feeling is like an nuclear weapon,
unstable n just waiting a time to blow..
huhuhu..
I'm don't have the mood to study,
n a little bit sensitive ( may be a lot )..
Just want to "mencarut"(ima,2008).. hehehe.. =p
don't know why I don't have the mood..
may be my mood is wandering around in melaka,
or it been practicing for olympic 2008 i guess..
hehehe...
right now, I still searching and waiting for my mood to come back..
if u guys seen my mood, contact me, okay..
chow..

p/s: life is not always that we wanted it to be..

huhuhu..
dh lame dh x post sumthing..
maklum lah, tgh byk assign..
emosi pn x stabil..
huhuhu...


tp kali ni nk citer psl gigi ku yg dicuri..
huhuhu...
sakit.. btol2...
sampai hati org itu mencuri gigi aku..
dh la tu, dh curi die suruh byr lak tu..
ade ke patut?
huhuhu...

but seriously, this is my first time cabut gigi kt klinik..
Mane x nyer, sakit sampai nk mkn pn ssh..
dh la tu, x de org nk masakkn bubur ke ape?
huhuhu...
skrang ni okay la sikit, still sakit sikit but semakin elok la..
alhamdulillah..
lgpn dpt pengalaman br..
hehehe...

slamat gigi ku... sob.. sob.. sob..

What meaning of love or being love?
ermmm, love is a complex feeling in ur heart...
I can make u feel like flying in de sky or can make u crying like a rain...
Simply, for me, love like a weather..
We can only predicted the future but never no what will happened next...
Sometimes we love and like someone that we thought we will be prefect for us...
All our hardwork dedicated to make her happy...
but he/she never had feeling for us..
ignore us, and doesn't even care what happen to us...
What will you do?
One of my friends said that
" Allah will give us LOVE when we are ready,
If he/she meant to be together, we will be..
but if not, may be we will get better"
(something like that, I forgot the phrase but I always remember the meaning of it)..

There also an phrase that i found at internet;
"If you love something, let it go.
If it come back to you, it's yours...
If not, it's never was.."

May be is time to let go...

assalamualaikum kwn2...
ari ini sy ingin bercerita ttg semester br yg sy akan lalui..
ini juga merupakan new entry sy for this year...

kawan2 nk tau x?
yg burung unta mempunyai otak lebih kecik dr matanya...
hahaha...
merepek lak aku...

this sem hope i can push myself harder in order to achieve a better result..
my last sem result's is not good enough to pull up my CGPA...
so, I must try hard in order to increase my CGPA...
hope I can do it...
good luck to all my friends in this new sem...

1) Meja bersepah ngan notes n malas nk kemas...
2) Tibe2 jer x de mood nk study...
3) Rs cam nk enjoy jer, mls nk study lg.. huhuhu...
4) Time2 cam ni la all the kinds of feeling nk dtg... x bley ke diorg dtg time lain...
5) slalu gak rs cam dh nk give up n nk berserah je..
6) Byk lak idea nk wat bende2 lain slain study.. huhuhu...
7) Rs malas lg byk dr rs rajin.. (ni nk jd per ni)

p/s: good luck for all my friends.. study elok2..

pelik x tajuk ini...
ade citer disebalik tajuk ni..
nk bc x?
hehehe....



sem ni aku g taman rekreasi air panas aka TRAP kt sungkai, perak...
tempat ni mmg best...
bagus utk menenangkn pikiran....
kalo korg ade time dtg la, x rugi nyer..
lg best kalo dpt bermalam kt sane..
yg paling best skali, dpt mandi air panas sambil menyaksikn keindahan alam...
bertemankn bulan ngan bintang...
ala, cam anime jepun yg korg selalu tgk tu...
hehehe..
best giler..
btol.. btol.. btol... (upin & ipin, 2007)



but then, I think i really walking into the trap...
may be it not the real trap, but trap that involve the feeling...
I hate that I have this feeling...
Feeling that I been trap in the place that anyone kind of ignoring me and don't really care about my existence....
And also, feeling that nobody care about me...
This kind of feeling is hurt my feeling so much...
I really2 don't know what to do...
huhuhu...



kepada member2 ku semua...
it kind of sad for me when I heard about the results...
I know u guys have try ur hard for it..
may be even harder than me...
but believe me, semua ini ade hikmah nyer...
jatuh sekali, bkn beerti kita akan jatuh selama2 lamenyer...
just try hard guys, n don't forget to pray for Allah...
believe in ur self that u can do it...
don't ever give up..
jadikanlah ini sbg pemangkin kepada menjadi sesuatu yg lebih baik...
gambatte neh!!!
I will pray for success...

akhir sem for my gamma year...
It means dh 2 thn aku blajar kt sini...
"tp idup x senang2 gak, malas lah" (ayat dr iklan digi... hehehe... )
byk lg rupenyer bende yg aku kena blajar sblom graduate.. huhuhu...

Day after day, night after night...
Many new things that I have learned..
kdg2 tension gak asyik blajar jer...
tp nk wat cam ne, itu lah kehidupan...
kena lah trus jer blajar...
tp skrang ni asyik malas jer...
bile la aku nk rajin ni..
huhuhu...

However, life must go on...
many things a waits for us to discovered...
so enjoy this life...

pejam celik, pejam celik dh pn final...

byk lg yg aku x study ni...
huhuhu...
tu la, sape suruh malas2 lg..

aku rs kejap jer ms berlalu..
skrang, aku dh nk masuk 3 year aka Delta la kalo kt mmu ni...
mcm2 aku dh lalui...
like this sem, wat "the cube" n sambil lepak2 ngan member dan mengenakn po po...
hahaha...
bkn senang nk wat bende "the cube" tu...
but Alhamdulillah, berkat usaha sume member2, berjaya gak siapkn bende tu...
n kepada po po...
sori la sbb ko jd bahan.....
tp x per, ko dh memeriahkn suasana semasa membuat "the cube"...


kay la, byk lg x study ni...
so, kena usaha lebey sikit...
"usaha tangga kejayaan'....
jgn asyik tido jer...
hehehe...






n remember "If someone is afraid to failed, he or she can't achieve success"
good luck to all my friends...
let us, raise for the sake of our family, country and not forget Islam...
Kambate neh...

dh lame dh aku x update aku nyer blog..
huhuhu...
nk wat cam ne..
akhir2 ni pn idup aku pn miserable..
byk bende kena wat..
dgn assign nyer, dgn result nyer..
mcm2 la...
kan bgs kalo ade someone yg always supporting aku..
n alway care wat I'm doing...
ermmmm, ntah la...
may be someday, there will be someone for me...
but I hope it will be soon...

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anyway, thanx to all my frenz that always shared the happiness and joy and also tears together...
u guyz rockzzzzzzzzzzz.........
hahaha...