SoNG's In My HeaRt

Now that it's all said and done
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down
Like an old abandoned house

What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath
Fell to far, was in way to deep
I guess I let you get the best of me

Well I never saw it coming
I should of started running
A long long time ago
And I never thought I'd doubt you
I'm better off without you
More than you, More than you know
I'm slowly getting closure
I guess it's really over
I'm finally getting better
Now I'm picking up the pieces
from spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
The day I thought I'd never get through
I got over you!

You took a hammer to these walls
dragged the memories down the hall
Packed your bags and walked away
There was nothing I could say
When you slammed the front door shut
A lot of others opened up
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me

Well I never saw it coming
I should of started running
A long long time ago
And I never thought I'd doubt you
I'm better off without you
More than you More than you know
I'm slowly getting closure
I guess it's really over
I'm finally getting better
And I'm picking up the pieces
From spending all of these these years
Putting my heart back together

Cause the day I thought I'd never get through I got over you!

pelik x tajuk ini...
ade citer disebalik tajuk ni..
nk bc x?
hehehe....



sem ni aku g taman rekreasi air panas aka TRAP kt sungkai, perak...
tempat ni mmg best...
bagus utk menenangkn pikiran....
kalo korg ade time dtg la, x rugi nyer..
lg best kalo dpt bermalam kt sane..
yg paling best skali, dpt mandi air panas sambil menyaksikn keindahan alam...
bertemankn bulan ngan bintang...
ala, cam anime jepun yg korg selalu tgk tu...
hehehe..
best giler..
btol.. btol.. btol... (upin & ipin, 2007)



but then, I think i really walking into the trap...
may be it not the real trap, but trap that involve the feeling...
I hate that I have this feeling...
Feeling that I been trap in the place that anyone kind of ignoring me and don't really care about my existence....
And also, feeling that nobody care about me...
This kind of feeling is hurt my feeling so much...
I really2 don't know what to do...
huhuhu...



kepada member2 ku semua...
it kind of sad for me when I heard about the results...
I know u guys have try ur hard for it..
may be even harder than me...
but believe me, semua ini ade hikmah nyer...
jatuh sekali, bkn beerti kita akan jatuh selama2 lamenyer...
just try hard guys, n don't forget to pray for Allah...
believe in ur self that u can do it...
don't ever give up..
jadikanlah ini sbg pemangkin kepada menjadi sesuatu yg lebih baik...
gambatte neh!!!
I will pray for success...

akhir sem for my gamma year...
It means dh 2 thn aku blajar kt sini...
"tp idup x senang2 gak, malas lah" (ayat dr iklan digi... hehehe... )
byk lg rupenyer bende yg aku kena blajar sblom graduate.. huhuhu...

Day after day, night after night...
Many new things that I have learned..
kdg2 tension gak asyik blajar jer...
tp nk wat cam ne, itu lah kehidupan...
kena lah trus jer blajar...
tp skrang ni asyik malas jer...
bile la aku nk rajin ni..
huhuhu...

However, life must go on...
many things a waits for us to discovered...
so enjoy this life...

ni siri br animasi di tv9...
tp aku tgk kt youtube jer..
sbb kt sini x dpt tv 9...

Episod 1: Esok puasa
http://youtube.com/watch?v=7gtR4c4Aahs

Episod 2: Dugaan
http://youtube.com/watch?v=WcLXnYVT_mg

Episod 3: Nikmat
http://youtube.com/watch?v=jg2Ma6jvNRU

Episod 4: Terawikh
http://youtube.com/watch?v=J1ow6LG_ZdE

best giler animasi ni...
klakar lak tu.. (betul.. betul.. betul..)

so I hope u all enjoy the show yer...

pejam celik, pejam celik dh pn final...

byk lg yg aku x study ni...
huhuhu...
tu la, sape suruh malas2 lg..

aku rs kejap jer ms berlalu..
skrang, aku dh nk masuk 3 year aka Delta la kalo kt mmu ni...
mcm2 aku dh lalui...
like this sem, wat "the cube" n sambil lepak2 ngan member dan mengenakn po po...
hahaha...
bkn senang nk wat bende "the cube" tu...
but Alhamdulillah, berkat usaha sume member2, berjaya gak siapkn bende tu...
n kepada po po...
sori la sbb ko jd bahan.....
tp x per, ko dh memeriahkn suasana semasa membuat "the cube"...


kay la, byk lg x study ni...
so, kena usaha lebey sikit...
"usaha tangga kejayaan'....
jgn asyik tido jer...
hehehe...






n remember "If someone is afraid to failed, he or she can't achieve success"
good luck to all my friends...
let us, raise for the sake of our family, country and not forget Islam...
Kambate neh...

Alhamdulillah, syukur kepada Allah dpt la aku menunaikn ibadah puase lg...
byk perkara yg aku telah lalui dlm idup ini...
Ade yg sedih, ade yang gembira n pelbagai lg perasaan yg aku rs..
Sume ini telah menjadikn sape diri aku sekarang...
X sume yg kite rancangkn akan terjadi...
Allah Maha berkuasa menentukan segala2nya..
Dia juga tahu ape yg terbaik tuk kite...
Hope sempena bln Ramadhan ini aku mendapat hidayah dr nya...
dan juga mendapat ketenangan didlm dr ini untuk melalui sisa hidup yg akan dtg...
Insyallah...



kepada rakan2 aku sume...
slamat menyambut Ramadhan...
posa, jgn x posa lak...
hehehe...

dh lame dh aku x update aku nyer blog..
huhuhu...
nk wat cam ne..
akhir2 ni pn idup aku pn miserable..
byk bende kena wat..
dgn assign nyer, dgn result nyer..
mcm2 la...
kan bgs kalo ade someone yg always supporting aku..
n alway care wat I'm doing...
ermmmm, ntah la...
may be someday, there will be someone for me...
but I hope it will be soon...

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anyway, thanx to all my frenz that always shared the happiness and joy and also tears together...
u guyz rockzzzzzzzzzzz.........
hahaha...