SoNG's In My HeaRt

Previous weekend, I came back to my hometown because my sis engagement. (amik berkat..hahaha). On the way back home, I saw the sky is clear fill by a lot of stars. I'm so amazed (subhanallah) and realized that it has been so long that I saw that amazing view. I don't know why I so excited, it feel like I'm being born again in this world. All the problems seem to go away.
Such a wonderful. Since that night, I always wacthing a sky at night and wondering when I will see the wonderful view again... :-)

haa, for my sis engagemant, all according to plan (Alhamdulillah). In this engagement event, the theme is red colour (may be because christmas is coming.... hahaha). My sis wearing red kebaya (I think if my sis have beard, she can be a Santa Claus for this christmas.. hahaha.. Just joking). There are 9 "hantaran" for my sis side, and 7 for her fiancee. All the event, alhamdulillah work so smoothly. However, I think is like a marriage event because my parents invite so many people including "org kampung" and also have a "souvenier". My brother also feel the same way that I think. He said "ada ke patut, org tunang pn kasi souvenier".. huhu..
May be my parents overreact because this is the first time people come to my home for the engagement.
I wish all the best for my sis and her fiancee and hope that they will marry soon because so excited to have "abg ipar" n may be "anak buah".. hehehe..

I don't what to update in my blog right now.
So, I just talk about the movie that I want to watch.

1. TWILIGHT

- This movie about Vampire falling in love with human. This story was taken from the novel "twilight" by Stephanie Mayer. Some of my friends said that it very interesting movie but some said this movie was to slow. Ermmm, hope I can see this movie very soon.

2. Los dan Faun

- This movie is about a person lost his expensive watch. it said that this film is "very sewel" movie by afdlin Shauki (one of the person that I admire). I think it will become a funny and interesting movie in this year. So, excited to wacth it but don't know when? huhuhu...

3. Transporter 3

- Based on the other transporter film before this. I hope this movie will like before, full in action with car casses , gun fire n explosion. I like the way John Stanham driving a car. very cool..

This are the three movie that I want to watch but don't know when? huhuhu..
So, if there anyone also want to see any of this movie, just inform me, okay..

p/s: Yamaha LC, dh sampai. Myvi on the way. But currently, I dream to ride VIVA (kaler hitam rs nyer).. Bile la tuan nyer nk kasi naik kn? *still wondering*.. hehehe..

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Cuba kau dengar
Cuba kau cuba
Diam bila ku cuba
Tuk berbicara dengan kamu

Pernahkah kau ada
Bila ku perlu
Tuk meluahkan rasa hati

Dan bila kau bersuara
Setia ku mendengar
Agar tenang kau merasa

Cuba kau lihat
Cuba kau cuba
Renung ke mata aku
Bila ku kaku melihatmu

Pernahkah kau ada
Bila ku perlu
Tuk menyatakan rasa sakit
Dalam diri

Dan bila kau perlu
Setia ku menunggu
Agar senang kau merasa

*Chorus

Maafkan kerana aku tak pernah
Terlintas tuk menulis pada mu
Salahkan ku
Tak mungkin lagi aku meminta
Untuk kau mendengar..
Untuk kau melihat ke mataku

Me : Assalamualaikum, En. Syaiful

Rain,

Sometimes I feel she love me.
However, Is it really true that she love me??
She always ignored me.
May be she even don't really care bout me.
But is that really in her heart.

But, She always there when I need someone the most.
Her voice can calm me.
Her smile like a light in dark.
Her face can put a smile in me.

Sometimes I feel all this is real,
Sometimes I feel just was an illusion,
The moment I want to forget her,
Is the hardest moment in my life.

I just want to hold her hand,
But Is she want to hold my hand?

Just want to be someone in her heart,
Although it may be just a second.

I'm currently in mood for reading a book..