Salam Maal Hijrah

ermm.. It feel like the time goes faster than a bullet train.
Without realizing, we have came to the end of the year.
However, In Islamic month, we have already in the new yeareve.
Throughout this year, we already overcome some sweet memories, some sad, some pain, some happiness.
All the event, will make us being a better person day by day.
If I have a power to stop the time, may be I will stop the time or slow the time so that I never leave this year.

But we need to faced the future that full of uncertainty.
All the memories that I get in this year, I hope is enough for to faced the future.
I got friends that always been beside me.
Thank you guys for sharing the happiness and the sadness together..
May Allah bless you all.

In this new year, I wish that:
Healthy throughout the year.
Hope to become a stronger person, in and out.
Hope that I will become a good child.
Always can overcome all the solution.
Hope I will become a reliable person.
Hope that I will never hurt anybody.
n hope that I can be somebody in someone heart.. ;)

p/s: Actually I want to put one picture with all of my friend in it, but all my picture in the external h/disk. May be next time I will update the new picture...

Alamak, aku kena Tag..

1.what are u wearing right now?
Green T-Shirt with kain pelikat... (br lepas solat.. )

2.what (is)are your favourite colour?
My favourite colour is blue like a ocean..

3.who is your first best friend?
ermmm... I think Afendi B Jaton, my best friend when I little and until now..

4.any book that you read currently?
MOM (Manufacturing & Operation Management).. ( Exam.. huhuhu..)

5.anyone that you miss currently?
May be.. hehehe.. :p

6.what is your favourite tv shows?
I think programme about Malaysian Parliament.. So, funny to see the YB fight with each other.. hahaha...

7.3 things that you are passionate about:
Eating.. hahaha.., then, melalak ngan sepenuh hati and sleep... hahahaha...

8. one word to describe yourself:
Shy... may be because my name is Syaiful (shy-full)... hehehe..

p/s: sape2 yg bc sile wat tag ni yer.. jgn nk ngade2.. hahaha..

Watching A Star..

Previous weekend, I came back to my hometown because my sis engagement. (amik berkat..hahaha). On the way back home, I saw the sky is clear fill by a lot of stars. I'm so amazed (subhanallah) and realized that it has been so long that I saw that amazing view. I don't know why I so excited, it feel like I'm being born again in this world. All the problems seem to go away.
Such a wonderful. Since that night, I always wacthing a sky at night and wondering when I will see the wonderful view again... :-)

haa, for my sis engagemant, all according to plan (Alhamdulillah). In this engagement event, the theme is red colour (may be because christmas is coming.... hahaha). My sis wearing red kebaya (I think if my sis have beard, she can be a Santa Claus for this christmas.. hahaha.. Just joking). There are 9 "hantaran" for my sis side, and 7 for her fiancee. All the event, alhamdulillah work so smoothly. However, I think is like a marriage event because my parents invite so many people including "org kampung" and also have a "souvenier". My brother also feel the same way that I think. He said "ada ke patut, org tunang pn kasi souvenier".. huhu..
May be my parents overreact because this is the first time people come to my home for the engagement.
I wish all the best for my sis and her fiancee and hope that they will marry soon because so excited to have "abg ipar" n may be "anak buah".. hehehe..


I don't what to update in my blog right now.
So, I just talk about the movie that I want to watch.


- This movie about Vampire falling in love with human. This story was taken from the novel "twilight" by Stephanie Mayer. Some of my friends said that it very interesting movie but some said this movie was to slow. Ermmm, hope I can see this movie very soon.

2. Los dan Faun

- This movie is about a person lost his expensive watch. it said that this film is "very sewel" movie by afdlin Shauki (one of the person that I admire). I think it will become a funny and interesting movie in this year. So, excited to wacth it but don't know when? huhuhu...

3. Transporter 3

- Based on the other transporter film before this. I hope this movie will like before, full in action with car casses , gun fire n explosion. I like the way John Stanham driving a car. very cool..

This are the three movie that I want to watch but don't know when? huhuhu..
So, if there anyone also want to see any of this movie, just inform me, okay..

p/s: Yamaha LC, dh sampai. Myvi on the way. But currently, I dream to ride VIVA (kaler hitam rs nyer).. Bile la tuan nyer nk kasi naik kn? *still wondering*.. hehehe..

CuBa - Faizal Tahir

(click to listen this song)

Cuba kau dengar
Cuba kau cuba
Diam bila ku cuba
Tuk berbicara dengan kamu

Pernahkah kau ada
Bila ku perlu
Tuk meluahkan rasa hati

Dan bila kau bersuara
Setia ku mendengar
Agar tenang kau merasa

Sebenarnya aku padamu

Mungkin sama dengan teman lain
Yang bisa kau buat begitu
Dan bila
Tiada lagi teman bermain
Kau pulang tuk dapatkan aku
Itulah aku…padamu

Cuba kau lihat
Cuba kau cuba
Renung ke mata aku
Bila ku kaku melihatmu

Pernahkah kau ada
Bila ku perlu
Tuk menyatakan rasa sakit
Dalam diri

Dan bila kau perlu
Setia ku menunggu
Agar senang kau merasa


Maafkan kerana aku tak pernah
Terlintas tuk menulis pada mu
Salahkan ku
Tak mungkin lagi aku meminta
Untuk kau mendengar..
Untuk kau melihat ke mataku


p/s: Siapakah aku? huhuhu..

Interviewing Myself

Me : Assalamualaikum, En. Syaiful

Myself : Waalaikumusalam, Owh, Mr. Fairus. Please come in.

Me : Thank you. Sorry for diturbing you.

Myself : It's okay, I don't have any activity right now. So what bring you here?

Me : I'm like to interview En, Syaiful for my blog "Songs In My Heart", if you don't mind.

Myself : Owh, that blog. Okay. So, what do you want to ask me?

Me : Can you tell me about yourself?

Myself : I'm born at Segamat, but now live in Johor Bahru. Now i currently study at MMU Melaka, taking mechanical engineering. And most important thing, still available. Hahahaha...

Me : Hahaha... errmmm, I heard that your currently have unsteable emotions, Is that true?

Myself : How do you know that?

Me : Well, you know me. I'm the best reporter in Singapore, JB and some said Batam.. hehehe..

Myself :  Hahaha.. Yup, it's true.  I have some problem that running in my mind. So, it makes me, sometimes okay, sometimes not.

Me : Be patience, all the problem in this world, may have a solution to it. I think that's all the time that we had. Thank you for your cooperation.

Myself : Welcome



Don't go away,
Stay with me a little bit more,
So I can hide this tears..

Can you calm my heart?
Can you cooled my mind?
Can you comfort my soul?

If you go away,
Do you will be back tomorrow,
Just come to see me,
Just be beside me,

If you gone,
Who gonna swept my tears?
Who gonna comfort me?
Who gonna take care of me?

Please ask the sun,
To let you stay,
Just a little bit longer,
although, is not forever..

Is it Love?

Sometimes I feel she love me.
However, Is it really true that she love me??
She always ignored me.
May be she even don't really care bout me.
But is that really in her heart.

But, She always there when I need someone the most.
Her voice can calm me.
Her smile like a light in dark.
Her face can put a smile in me.

Sometimes I feel all this is real,
Sometimes I feel just was an illusion,
The moment I want to forget her,
Is the hardest moment in my life.

I just want to hold her hand,
But Is she want to hold my hand?

Just want to be someone in her heart,
Although it may be just a second.

Personality Plus

I'm currently in mood for reading a book..

This book title is "Personality Plus" by Florence Littauer.
I think this is the first time i read a book like this. (clap3)
Actually, I over heard about this book from one of my friend.. (curik2 dgr.. hehehe..)
My friend said that "This book is one of the interesting book he ever read".
I don't know why I so interest from reading this book..
because, before this I not the reading type of people..
And always get sleepy after I read several pages.. (huhuhu)

This book is about to understand other people by understanding yourself.
It distribute our character by 4 personality:

1) Popular Sanguine
     - This people are the one who always keep on talking and always get the attention from other people.

2) Perfect Melancholy
     - This type of people is thinking type, who always want the perfection. However, when he/she get depressed, it will take a long time before he/she forget about it.

3)  Powerful Choleric
      - People in this catagory is the people who born to be the leader. They is the type who like to organize and making decision.

4) Peaceful Phlegmatic
     - This people is the type who balance the 3 other personality. They are people who don't care about something. The always try to be humble and only give an opinion when they being asked to.

It really interesting book..
Now, I only finish the 3 chapter in this book..
may be during my holiday I can finish it.. (jgn hangat2 taik ayam dh la.. huhuhu).

p/s: I'm in Perfect Melancholy and Peaceful Phlegmatic person.. (when I take a test).. but I think I more towards Peaceful Phlegmatic type.. =)

The End of Final Exam...

This semester, my exam during the HARI RAYA..

I have only have 3 days for "beraya"..
then I have to study..
Is very hard actually when we are in "raya mood" for study..
In the exam, I always forgot an importan
t formula..
It really make me upset..
May be I don't really study hard enough..
Arghhh, tensiooooonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn...
Now only 1 more paper to go..
I hope I can do really well in this paper..

so, I need to study right now..
n hope all the paper, I can get enough mark.. Amin..

Ramadhan n Final exam mode....

sori my to all my friends that reading my blog coz long time i'm not update my blog..

currently i'm very busy with the assign (so ma
ny that must complete it in the short time)..
final exam is just around the corner,
but i dont start study yet..
hope i can finish my assign quick, so that i can focus to final exam only..
however, the quicker that i want to finish it, many 'dugaan' came up..
now, i have a fever..

an also my PC broken..
may be it jealous, that I bought my sis laptop a new mouse (want to do my CAD design).
so the next day that i bought the mouse, I cannot "ON" my PC...
many important software and document in that PC..
arghhh, tension nyer.. =(
I currently don't have enough money to repair it..
so i have to redo my assign n lab report..
and also install a new copy of software in my sis laptop..

may be Allah want to show me the meaning of being patience..
not many people that lucky like me..
that have enough food and drinks ..
have a shelter..
So in this Ramadhan, I hope that i gain 'hidayah'
"Ya Allah, Ya tuhanku, berikanlah aku dan sahabat2ku hidayah supaya kami tergolong dalam hamba2 yang sering berjihad di atas jalanMU. Semoga kami di tempatkn dlm golongan yg Engkau redhai... Amin"

Malaysian Artist For Unity

nice song from our Malaysian Artist..
Who said our people don't have talents??
There are a lot of Malaysia's Artist that have quality like foreign artist..
Please support our local artist...
free download this mp3 and video at:
(don't worry this song is free)

p/s: sokonglah artist kita, kalo kita x sokong mereka, sape lg..

This month..

For me, this month is not very great for me..
A lot have happened, but not all the bad things happened,
there also sweet memory in it..
This month, my feeling is like an nuclear weapon,
unstable n just waiting a time to blow..
I'm don't have the mood to study,
n a little bit sensitive ( may be a lot )..
Just want to "mencarut"(ima,2008).. hehehe.. =p
don't know why I don't have the mood..
may be my mood is wandering around in melaka,
or it been practicing for olympic 2008 i guess..
right now, I still searching and waiting for my mood to come back..
if u guys seen my mood, contact me, okay..

p/s: life is not always that we wanted it to be..

Updated the blog..

dh lame dh aku x update blog ni..
sbnrnyer x de idea nk tulis pe..
But now, I think I try to write english in this blog..
just trying to improved my english..
If anything grammar or words that is wrong, just comment it..
Then I try to change it..
right now still no idea to write..
so for my friends that read my blog please wait for the latest blog okay..
n not forget to nazira, yela2 ko comel.. (ade ke patut die srh aku tulis die comel)

Miss My Gigi

dh lame dh x post sumthing..
maklum lah, tgh byk assign..
emosi pn x stabil..

tp kali ni nk citer psl gigi ku yg dicuri..
sakit.. btol2...
sampai hati org itu mencuri gigi aku..
dh la tu, dh curi die suruh byr lak tu..
ade ke patut?

but seriously, this is my first time cabut gigi kt klinik..
Mane x nyer, sakit sampai nk mkn pn ssh..
dh la tu, x de org nk masakkn bubur ke ape?
skrang ni okay la sikit, still sakit sikit but semakin elok la..
lgpn dpt pengalaman br..

slamat gigi ku... sob.. sob.. sob..

My 1 st video..

just bored n doing nuthing..
so I try to make some video..
Hope u all enjoy it

Lonely & Alone

Lonely And Alone

Some things I guess weren't meant to be
One is you will never fall in love with me
No matter how hard I try to catch your eye
It would be easier trying to touch the sky.

My friends laugh and tell me to move on
But I won't until every chance is gone
After I learn someone has won your heart
Only then will I realize it's time to depart.

Some say a weak link is in every chain
But I doubt in your heart it is the same
I realize I am losing but I'll keep trying
Instead of walking away and crying,
Lonely and alone....

L.O.V.E @ C.I.N.T.A

What meaning of love or being love?
ermmm, love is a complex feeling in ur heart...
I can make u feel like flying in de sky or can make u crying like a rain...
Simply, for me, love like a weather..
We can only predicted the future but never no what will happened next...
Sometimes we love and like someone that we thought we will be prefect for us...
All our hardwork dedicated to make her happy...
but he/she never had feeling for us..
ignore us, and doesn't even care what happen to us...
What will you do?
One of my friends said that
" Allah will give us LOVE when we are ready,
If he/she meant to be together, we will be..
but if not, may be we will get better"
(something like that, I forgot the phrase but I always remember the meaning of it)..

There also an phrase that i found at internet;
"If you love something, let it go.
If it come back to you, it's yours...
If not, it's never was.."

May be is time to let go...

OuTLaNDiSH - Look Into My Eyes

Look into my eyes
Tell me what you see
You don't see a damn thing
'cause you can't relate to me
You're blinded by our differences
My life makes no sense to you
I'm the persecuted one
You're the red, white and blue

Each day you wake in tranquility
No fears to cross your eyes
Each day I wake in gratitude
Thanking God He let me rise
You worry about your education
And the bills you have to pay
I worry about my vulnerable life
And if I'll survive another day
Your biggest fear is getting a ticket
As you cruise your Cadillac
My fear is that the tank that has just left
Will turn around and come back

Yet, do you know the truth of where your money goes?
Do you let the media deceive your mind?
Is this a truth nobody, nobody, nobody knows?
Someone tell me ...

Ooohh, let's not cry tonight
I promise you one day it's through
Ohh my brothers, Ohh my sisters
Ooohh, shine a light for every soul that ain't with us no more
Ohh my brothers, Ohh my sisters

See I've known terror for quite some time
57 years so cruel
Terror breathes the air I breathe
It's the checkpoint on my way to school
Terror is the robbery of my land
And the torture of my mother
The imprisonment of my innocent father
The bullet in my baby brother
The bulldozers and the tanks
The gases and the guns
The bombs that fall outside my door
All due to your funds
You blame me for defending myself
Against the ways of my enemies
I'm terrorized in my own land (what)
And I'm the terrorist?

Yet, do you know the truth of where your money goes?
Do you let the media deceive your mind?
Is this a truth nobody, nobody, nobody knows?
Someone tell me ...

Ooohh, let's not cry tonight, I promise you one day it's through
Ohh my brothers, Ohh my sisters,
Ooohh, shine a light for every soul that ain't with us no more
Ohh my brothers, Ohh my sisters,

American , do you realize that the taxes that you pay
Feed the forces that traumatize my every living day
So if I won't be here tomorrow
It's written in my fate
May the future bring a brighter day
The end of our wait

p/s: to all muslim in the world... Let rise for better future...

ThE NeW SeMeStEr

assalamualaikum kwn2...
ari ini sy ingin bercerita ttg semester br yg sy akan lalui..
ini juga merupakan new entry sy for this year...

kawan2 nk tau x?
yg burung unta mempunyai otak lebih kecik dr matanya...
merepek lak aku...

this sem hope i can push myself harder in order to achieve a better result..
my last sem result's is not good enough to pull up my CGPA...
so, I must try hard in order to increase my CGPA...
hope I can do it...
good luck to all my friends in this new sem...